Well

uhm the archives are building up. I may bring that back...I just moved them so Adam and Juan upload away. Where it says /usr/www/Stu/netim/ type in your name after netim/ & if it's a really big file just tell me.

God, God, God....

What would people think about a discussion about God?
I keep meeting people who believe in Jesus, but can't really jibe with traditional APPROACHES to God...
If anyone else has pigeon john's CD' there's a great part that says:

Heh it's kinda risky
When me and friends start drinking whiskey
Now we spinning and grinning and feeling frisky
Throwing bottles out the window like a frisbee
Outside yelling at the stars tipsy
Trying to find God screaming where is he?
Friends grabbing on my sleeves trying to save me
Covering my mouth and thoughts that He gave me


I think it's natural to question God. That's why I always fight with Nsa—because I do give a damn. We don't question stuff that we don't want to believe. I personally don't waste time arguing if I don't care about you. The same way, to me, questioning God and really trying to understand His Love and Grace and Mercy and WRATH...I'm not scared to.

Anyone else?
My point is that God is God. He can take a few shots from us.
The only rule is that instead of trying to invalidate the Bible, we should try to understand why it's true, not whether it is actually true.
That's like saying "feathers float, so gravity's not real."
Because I'm a deconstructionist...which means that any aspect of language can be questioned and therefore every argument falls apart. We can't do that. We have to agree on one fixed point in the universe, and then figure out how it's all built from there.
Anyone? Anyone?


Da_Truth.mp3

screaming

koomuhlodda koomuhlodda koomuhlodda veeestay

I just consumed about 140 grams of fat's worth of mixed nuts.
Why did I go to the Korean market and buy mixed nuts and soysauce?!
That's crazy. All I really want is some homebrewed iced green tea.
The masturbation book says that some old smart guy said (and rightly so) that:

"Lust is the craving for salt of a person who is dying of thirst."

Word. It just feels weird that in the past 2 days, I've raced through about 110 pages purely about masturbation. Such things seem unnatural. But that's the point of the book. But I'd feel just as strange reading for the past few days about vomiting, or sweating, or "bloodletting."

Enough about jack.

Scream

poppa's workin on a new website BLISTER!
i just pretend when I see the word Jueves that it doesn't say "Thursday", but "Don't cry, Adam, Jesus loves you..."
see if that one made sense.
Juan and Nsa make me want to vomit.
I'm ready for a life-partner—a female one, that is.
(Gotta be specific round my way)
I finished the electronic press kit for Rock Soul Entertainment.
What an adventure.
I went from giddy and fricken excited to wanting the world to end.
But it's done, and it's fairly powder freekin fresh if you ask Adam.

So the book is a Christian book about masturbation.
It's making me mad though, because this guy's a pretty lenient person, and he's white.
His arguments aren't as tight as they could be, and he assumes a lot, and deduces alot, and infers a lot.
But he's right...whether I change my views on seeing it as right or wrong, the factual information the book provides has really been liberating...PEEP THIS ONE....Did y'all party people know that the Graham Cracker was invented to keep kids from jacking/jilling off?! It's literally called an "anti-masturbatory food" Holler if you hear me. Now we know why summer campers get smores forced down their gauches.

book: "The Struggle"
author " Gerali

there, Nsa. Now you can feel good about your habits.

I hate white people

there, I said it.