Charles in chaaaaaaaaaarge of our daaaaaaaaaays and our liiiiiiiiiiiiiives......or is is niiiiiiiiiiiiiiights....whatever. Photoshoot for THIS MAN on Friday. I'm working on the concept...the name of the album is the same as the EP...."The Moment of Truth" I can see something GREAT in my mind...but dude is so humble that he doesn't really want to be in the picture....of his OWN ALBUM. NOT ME! LOL if I ever release an album that junk will reek of A2-D2...listening to his song "four-play" now....he's gotten much better since the ep...but this song is still mad disturbing....
anyway.
DAAAAAAG HATE TO HATE TO HATE TO HATE TO HATE TO say it, but dude sounds like Jay on "Kingdom Values"...can I be anymore emphatic while saying DAG?!
DAG.
Iight love,
Scream at me.

Clever, Ohio - Milk capital of the cityverse

Okay. I saw Kill Bill. It was sensational. I still think Q.Tarantino is a racist chauvinist, but Googamooga, his broad foreheaded self can sure enough yank a camera around. I enjoyed watching the movie, and didn't want it to stop. But it's not something I'd tell folks to go see. Anyone who doesn't like the movie is simply jealous. It's nothing to be taken seriously. I don't think Q. knows how to be serious. Watching this movie is like laughing with your good-for-nothing class-skipping, substance-abusing-and-they-know-they're-wrong friend who will never go anywhere in life...they can make you laugh, but you never really expect much from them. You know it's racist, you know it's sexist, but it doesn't matter....If a chimp jumped up and called you a nigger, you wouldn't care, because he's a chimp...but he sure can make some funny faces....
Okay.

it's not summertime anymore. Okay.

Sita's skin is made of leather.

And that's why I'll use her as an example.
(i'm not angry or upset, so don't' consider this some kind of aggressive attack...merely a commentary based on a recent and relevant happening)

Last night she said that it was sad that I attended a Christian concert.
Fine.
She then proceeded to ask me why I talk more about Jesus on the blog than I do when she and I yell on the phone.
dysfunctional.
we are.
Anyway, that really bothered me.
I don't even know what to say about it.
See, I wasn't/amn't at all offended that she thinks my pastimes are unworthy....
I actually spend every single weekend at a Christian hip hop spot.
It's in my blood.
I think it's one of the most beautiful things I know.
So that didn't bother me...
that's like a stranger walking up to you and laughing at you because you're holding you're girlfriend's hand...
they just get the..."and who are you, again?" look...
but then on another level, Nsa's far from a stranger.
She's like a skin growth that keeps coming back.
Like the mole under my right eye that I've grown to love...
Yet she too, understands me not.
And i'm so far beyond some mtv-stained 1996 desire to be "understood"
But damn, I say.
What kind of comment is that?
What could it have possibly meant?
I see it all around me.
People say things to each other that are so potentially (not even HURTING) but discouraging...
like SHIT, Sita, what would you RATHER have me do with my free time?
Tell me.
and it's so much easier to rebound from hurt than discouragement.
I'm not fishing for an apology.

Everyone's so scared to love and be loved that we wind up doing what we're afraid will be done.
And that's not our heart....
At least I hope it's not.
Things come out of our mouths
I'm sick of this world, and of the way that we treat each other.

Have a good day.
Don't forget to SCREAM.

dysfunctional

we are. what else is new?

I just went to a Toby Mac, Souljahz, and Kirk Franklin Concert.

I missed the Souljahz because I wasn't trying to go at all. Then Rick called me screamin at me to come down. (It was just around the corner at TLA on 4th and South). Allow me to explainate.
I don't like Kirk Franklin, and I think that T. Mac tries too hard to be "hip hop"
I went anyway, and I left with a new respect for both of them.
First of all, Toby Mac rocks harder than Stonehenge.
Second of all, Kirk disclosed that "erry'thang ain't gravy."
He said he was abandonned and then adopted by the age of 4.
He was rejected by his church when he had a kid at age 17.
His sister is a crack addict in the pen, and he had a "strong" porn addiction for 18 years.
Say muhfriggin word.
Like I said, I'm addicted to honesty.
Kirk's the man.
Plus DJ MAJ was on the one-duces, so....y'know.

Heard tonight was:
"All my people on this side, SCREAM!"